Friday, January 27, 2012

I am feeling.

Anxious.
Nervous.
Excited.
Thrilled.
...I am feeling ever emotion possible right at this moment.
There's two directions I can take this in.
  • One: I can completely back down and not go through with this because it's unknown, new, a huge challenge, etc.
  • Two: I will face it, embrace it, accept it, give it, receive it my all...from my whole heart, body, soul...I will go to India and I will get everything I can out of this special opportunity.
I think I'll choose option number two. I truly just feel all of these incredible emotions rushing through my entire body...it is quite overwhelming. I choose to live my life in this way...I choose to be who I am...I choose to challenge myself...I choose to rise above and be a better person so I can only grow to become stronger and wiser.

Tears form in my eyes when they wish me well on this journey...I just feel so darn blessed and it tickles my heart to be surrounded by such loving and supportive people.

In a matter of 20 hours I will be stepping foot on a plane from Minneapolis to Chicago to Delhi to Chennai...from there a man will be awaiting my arrival with a sign saying "Jenna Hughes" oyeee, that's me!...he is to drive me to my guest house where I will stay for the yoga course of 4 weeks.

And this is where my excitement bursts...my insides are dancing...and now I sit here in an empty house listening to Mr. Michael Buble with a big smile on my face just giggling to myself...soaking up the last bit of being alone in. While in this peaceful state of mind, I notice snow pouring from the sky as it's 34 degrees Fahrenheit outside. I am alone and will not be alone for a while, since India has super-population overload. SO as I said, I shall enjoy this time to myself and my thoughts are quiet.


My intentions in India... be bold. be bodacious. be fearless. be faithful. Embracing myself...and true to my purpose. Go big or Go home. ♥ ♥ ♥ I can do anything. and be anybody. I will do all of this with love, passion and with my whole heart. Embrace. Here I come, India...I accept you with open arms.

Namaste,

Jenna Margaret

2 comments:

  1. excited to follow you on your journey... thanks for sharing it!

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  2. Thank you, Diane! I look forward to keeping up with this...it will be quite the adventure I'm sure. Big love to you. <3

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